Tyki-Mink

Greetings my friends,

I am just simply a young adult, who is facing real world as a young professional (though I may not look and act like one *ehem*). too bad I am not in the field of arts I do like and HATE my current job. ...  And I'm dying at   (everyone does)....
I am OFFICE LADY by FATE
I AM an  (self-proclaimed) ARTIST by .

MY godfather has told me this once:

AIM HIGH
DO WHAT YOU LOVE
AND YOU'LL BE HAPPY
 
I'am TRYING, but the FATE  is STOPPING me!!... I am thinking are we not meant for each other?

-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Chasty Luz (iz mah real name)
Single or taken: hoplessly single
Gender: Gay?! er... genderless...
Birthday: 11th March
Sign: Pisces & sheep
Hair color: dyed mahagony red (actually iz black)
Eye color: dark brown/almost black
Height: 5ft? (i'm getting smaller due to a bone disease )
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: HETERO :3

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Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?
-anywhere that is SALE

Favorite designer?
-filipino designers

What is your sexiest outfit?:
-2 piece swimsuit (I have never wear one LOL )

What is your most comfortable outfit?:
-tee & pants & sneakers

What do you usually wear?:
-weekdays -  office wear =_=", weekends - shorts & tee-shirt 


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What kind of shampoo do you use?:
Anti-dandruff or Tar shampoo

What are you listening to right now:
-I hear the voice of my Boss.

Who is the last person that called you?:
-My Boss

How many buddies are online right now?:
-I dunno, I'm in the offline

1. when did you start drawing?
-when I was a kid probably ages 5?

2. Do you have pets?
- erm... yah... BEFORE ( I am allergic with their fur)

3. for how long can you hold your breath underwater?
-30 seconds? sometimes lucky I can make it 1 minute...

4. What is your Favorite color?
-this is hard, I love every color...

5. Sweet or salty?
-sweet ~ ♥

6. What was the most scariest thing that you have ever seen?
-violent real life scenarios you could find in the internet.

7. have you ever ditched class or school? if you have then did you get caught?
-well yeah, when I was in UNIVERSITY (college student). caught? nope.

8. Do you do sports?
-BEFORE! now it only exist in my brain..


9. tell a joke...


10. did you have fun answering this?
-kinda, I love to answer interview like this.. how i wish someone will ask me this kind of stuff too

-erm.. just trying new things... though I know no one will read  this
questions by
here is the link fav.me/d5cq943

though I know that there is no one reading this.
and I am fully aware that my English is pretty bad.

I just want to express what's on my mind now.
it's been almost four months since I started to
take up lesson in the line of art. With that 4 months,
there are many thoughts, has been pop in my head.
the feeling of regret, guilt, depression, exhaustion and JOY.

REGRET: the fact that I stop to draw for almost 5 years or so. (there is no development happen and my skills become RUSTY) the stage, when I was about to choose the path on what will I become.( you know THE UNIVERSITY thing) The years I spend of not being productive. More important is not listening to my HEART on what I really want to do in my life. I DO NOT how DECIDE on my OWN. ('till now and that's what I'm working on, INDEPENDENCE)

GUILT & DEPRESSION: These past years a lot of things happen to that I can not control an outer force, that it almost leads me to 'suicidal case'. Good thing I have very good mother and a disciplinarian father, who help me to continue the living my life on not so crooked path... but I can't say that I am a good girl, but compared to others, I put an effort to not destroy my life, despite of all those unnecessary events.

EXHAUSTION: Since I am consider a young adult in the society, and I already finished my bachelors degree. I am now in the working world. It's kinda sad though, that I don't like my job that much, but it doesn't mean that you can not learn to love it. little by little I am learning to have liking my JOB. But the fact that my heart is crying, I decided to study again. Having a Job and studying at the same time is kinda difficult, since I'm pathetic with time management. and my body is kinda weak too. So I am always in stress mode. and sometimes I got sick/fatigue because of that. there is nothing can be done I choose to be like this. so be it.

JOY: the joy of doing things that you really love, such counting MONEY O.o? hahaha, how I wish those were mine, it's belong to company so.. it's theirs so I'll just enjoy counting it... earning your own money and spend it on what whatever you like, but I prefer keeping it. (I'm what you so called thrifty). Paying in my own tuition fee, to study what my heart wants.

as for now I'm still doing my BEST that I can be, so... I dunno know, my brain still nutz. so I'm still try to discipline myself to pull out all those whatever potentials that I have. I am hoping for progress. And I want to know how far I can go. How I wish I have the consistency to do such >

as you can notice, I only uploaded my old works.
most of them when I was In high school.
I drew a lot since there is a plenty of time and
Internet was a stranger for me ..

because  I'm so hooked of surfing the net,
ton's of university requirement to comply on,
professors to chase, deadlines to meets, new
online game discovered and to play. It seems
I retire to draw for almost 5 years.
and because of that my skill becomes more dull.

As for the moment I'm taking lesson from an Academy
who offers a short period course. er.. they call it crashed
course I think. but it'll take me a year and 1 month to finish
because It is only once a week. so sooner or later I'll change
my status from traditional artist to digital artist.